@ 2:18 AM

Im blogging again...

These few days so many things happen that i dunno where to start. Adapting and settling down to my new role.

Was very down on monday. The useless feeling came back again after so long when i was unable to help JanZ. And it appealed to me more than ever that im not yet fit to the new role. Dun wan to sound negative, but it really how i felt. Was damn down for the whole evening. Teary eyes. My battle mate was fighting so hard, and he deserves it better than me, juz a lil more luck...juz a lil more..Im lost at word, dunno how to console him, motivate him..while im down juz by looking at him like that..And in the end he turned to be the one who console me, motivate me, try to make me laugh..JanZ, really admire u for that ability..able to stand above ur own problem and give people a helping hand..You are a true leader..so faster come and get what is yours..Im waiting for you, do you know that?? If you are not fast, i will hammer you, seriously..

Tuesday..Go dye hair. I told myself, if i hit my manager status, i would have my hair coloured..haha..so finally yesterday realize my wish. 100 buck for the head, and the best thing is not from my own pocket.haha..thanks Mr Edric for your generosity. I love my new hair colour. Refresh.

Met some f***up guy after that. One word to describe. Arrogant. So what if he knows a lot (and who knows if he really does) ? The person who actually knows a lot never show that they do. And they win respect by their humility, not by showing attitude or putting on air, or showing off. If there is love-at-the-first-sight, there muz be something called hate-at-the-first-sight. Goodness..

Broke down in tue evening. Lose my control. Too certain but in the end being failed. And all because of careless planning. Not only involve myself, but so many people as well. Think back, i shld have been calmer, cuz it actually a small problem and can be solved anyway, juz take time...

I was focusing on the problem. Never focus on the problem. Look beyond the problem. See what the other people can not see. See what the other people don't want to see. And make everyday a new day, with new things, new discoveries. How true..

Oka..that's for now..nitez to all..zzz..

@ 2:18 AM

Im blogging again...

These few days so many things happen that i dunno where to start. Adapting and settling down to my new role.

Was very down on monday. The useless feeling came back again after so long when i was unable to help JanZ. And it appealed to me more than ever that im not yet fit to the new role. Dun wan to sound negative, but it really how i felt. Was damn down for the whole evening. Teary eyes. My battle mate was fighting so hard, and he deserves it better than me, juz a lil more luck...juz a lil more..Im lost at word, dunno how to console him, motivate him..while im down juz by looking at him like that..And in the end he turned to be the one who console me, motivate me, try to make me laugh..JanZ, really admire u for that ability..able to stand above ur own problem and give people a helping hand..You are a true leader..so faster come and get what is yours..Im waiting for you, do you know that?? If you are not fast, i will hammer you, seriously..

Tuesday..Go dye hair. I told myself, if i hit my manager status, i would have my hair coloured..haha..so finally yesterday realize my wish. 100 buck for the head, and the best thing is not from my own pocket.haha..thanks Mr Edric for your generosity. I love my new hair colour. Refresh.

Met some f***up guy after that. One word to describe. Arrogant. So what if he knows a lot (and who knows if he really does) ? The person who actually knows a lot never show that they do. And they win respect by their humility, not by showing attitude or putting on air, or showing off. If there is love-at-the-first-sight, there muz be something called hate-at-the-first-sight. Goodness..

Broke down in tue evening. Lose my control. Too certain but in the end being failed. And all because of careless planning. Not only involve myself, but so many people as well. Think back, i shld have been calmer, cuz it actually a small problem and can be solved anyway, juz take time...

I was focusing on the problem. Never focus on the problem. Look beyond the problem. See what the other people can not see. See what the other people don't want to see. And make everyday a new day, with new things, new discoveries. How true..

Oka..that's for now..nitez to all..zzz..