@ 12:56 AM

Feeling helpless when i can't help my ppl. They are struggling so hard. I sorta focusing on my own goal these few days that I neglect them. Suddenly realize I havent done my part well as a leader. A leader is supposed to protect and care for their ppl like infants, but what am i doing??? I let them fight alone. Or never give them equal care that they deserve. Will there be one day that is too late? Will they die because of my ignorance?

Losing my patience easily today. Angry at myself after that. Why we human juz keep making the same mistakes, juz to realize after that and get angry at themselves? The biggest problem with human is that, we know what to do, but never get it done, or get it done late.

Disorganised have been my problem nowadays. 1st is the keys went missing. and today is the diary. Goodness !!! I had a hard time finding my precious diary, almost gone nuts abt it, and then decided to give up and to use another diary. AND then juz to found it again when i came bek home. That reminds me of what Mr Zhaohui shared the other day. Success has this strange habit. It likes to run away from you, and just to sneak back from the back door when you most unnotice. Hmm...not quite sure if anyone see the connection..haha..guess midnite my mind not in its form.

One more week to go.

@ 12:56 AM

Feeling helpless when i can't help my ppl. They are struggling so hard. I sorta focusing on my own goal these few days that I neglect them. Suddenly realize I havent done my part well as a leader. A leader is supposed to protect and care for their ppl like infants, but what am i doing??? I let them fight alone. Or never give them equal care that they deserve. Will there be one day that is too late? Will they die because of my ignorance?

Losing my patience easily today. Angry at myself after that. Why we human juz keep making the same mistakes, juz to realize after that and get angry at themselves? The biggest problem with human is that, we know what to do, but never get it done, or get it done late.

Disorganised have been my problem nowadays. 1st is the keys went missing. and today is the diary. Goodness !!! I had a hard time finding my precious diary, almost gone nuts abt it, and then decided to give up and to use another diary. AND then juz to found it again when i came bek home. That reminds me of what Mr Zhaohui shared the other day. Success has this strange habit. It likes to run away from you, and just to sneak back from the back door when you most unnotice. Hmm...not quite sure if anyone see the connection..haha..guess midnite my mind not in its form.

One more week to go.