@ 2:24 AM

Recently i feel like im being tested. In the middle of the battle when i need 100% focus, so many things out there juz pop up, so tempting, and want to distract me..If i dun keep a cool head, I can lose my focus anytime..and get hooked into something less worthy at this moment. But anything has its price. My price..a bit hefty..coz it not only involve me and myself, but other party also..I was tactless i guess...hurting..not only one..was thinking about retribution..if i keep sacrificing other people for my own goals..maybe i juz thinking too much..

haha..it sounds serious doesn't it? sacrificing people for my own goals..nah..im not that heartless or ruthless..not my fault totally..it need 2 hands to clap anyway..

The more i think about it, the more amazed I am..really feel like someone above trying to put me on trial..So much similarity, almost a 2nd version, with some fresh features, more outgoing, sweeter, and more frank..almost fell..if a bit slower and more steady.. i may fall..

Everything is fated.

What i do today is for tomorrow. A better tomorrow. People might not understand, but i cannot forget. Must be steady.

NDO is over. But the fighting not yet. The spirit still there. 1 more week to go. really looking forward for the end of the incentive, when i can give myself a short break. Or else i will break down soon. ZQ, we go watch The Maid then oka. I will learn to watch it comically from you. And our Milo-date. haha..i get hooked to Milo these few days, dunno why.

Nitez to all. A new day has come.

@ 2:24 AM

Recently i feel like im being tested. In the middle of the battle when i need 100% focus, so many things out there juz pop up, so tempting, and want to distract me..If i dun keep a cool head, I can lose my focus anytime..and get hooked into something less worthy at this moment. But anything has its price. My price..a bit hefty..coz it not only involve me and myself, but other party also..I was tactless i guess...hurting..not only one..was thinking about retribution..if i keep sacrificing other people for my own goals..maybe i juz thinking too much..

haha..it sounds serious doesn't it? sacrificing people for my own goals..nah..im not that heartless or ruthless..not my fault totally..it need 2 hands to clap anyway..

The more i think about it, the more amazed I am..really feel like someone above trying to put me on trial..So much similarity, almost a 2nd version, with some fresh features, more outgoing, sweeter, and more frank..almost fell..if a bit slower and more steady.. i may fall..

Everything is fated.

What i do today is for tomorrow. A better tomorrow. People might not understand, but i cannot forget. Must be steady.

NDO is over. But the fighting not yet. The spirit still there. 1 more week to go. really looking forward for the end of the incentive, when i can give myself a short break. Or else i will break down soon. ZQ, we go watch The Maid then oka. I will learn to watch it comically from you. And our Milo-date. haha..i get hooked to Milo these few days, dunno why.

Nitez to all. A new day has come.