@ 2:35 PM

I find myself only blogging when negative happens. Understandably, my blog entries mostly sound so unmotivated. So let me try something today.

Right now my mood is down right negative. The type of utmost sian-ness, boredom to the max, uber unmotivated, you know?

So let us identify the source of this super negative mood. I have thought about it when I was in the shower an hour ago, a (rather futile) attempt to shake myself up.

One obvious cause could be lack of money. You know, unstable financial health could lead to negative moods. Nowadays once you step out of the house, guarantee chop chop that you will have to spend. Don't you need to take transport public? Even if you have got a car, that is petrol and ERP and parking fee you will be spending. You are not superman/woman so flying/hoping from place to place is out of the question, neither are you Hiro so you can't portal yourself through time and space. Not to mention if you are hungry/thirsty, you know that basic human needs are hardly to resist.

Oh that emotionally painful word, spend. Read somewhere that some people want to save simply because parting with their money is too much a painful experience.

According to my rough calculation, GSS so far has done damages to my pocket of up to $145. That's for my own purchase which I can remember, not to mention other things like dinning and entertainment and gifts. That's much money now is traded for bags and clothes and facial mask which I have not even touched. Oh Lord, that hundred plus dollar could actually last me for a few days more and make me feel more secured rather than this pathetic state right now.

The second obvious cause could be pretty much my PMS. Kinda mood swing at the slightest dissatisfaction. Like sudden and last-minute change of plan and sort. I deal with this tiny thing (I don't even call it a problem) quite well normally but today it just dampens my mood to the utmost. My bro has been consistently asking me since this morning if I ever eat anything wrong whenever I whine to him about my boredom and sian-ness.

The third cause could be because of routine and lack of entertainment??? I mentioned above that I spent money on entertainment, but sad to say that money was not quite well-spent cuz at the end of the day still a total lack of fun. Like, my life is now so dull lor. If you ask me where I hung out these past weeks, let me tell you without a second thought: J.E and J.P, the two most boring places in S'pore to me (and anybody else with a good common sense). Ok lah, last week went to Habour Front, but seriously who on earth ever consider that was an exciting place unless you are there to take a ferry/cruise/cable care to Sentosa ???

Talking about Sentosa, lil' bro has been bugging me to bring him there. Maybe for a change we should go there next week. Ponteng work and Sentosa here I am!!!

I want to go for mid-night movie. I wanna go for late Kbox session. I wanna club. You know??? But I can't. Haiz. I have an image to keep in front of this lil' thing staying with me right now.

My horoscope said a decadent social life will do good to me. Sad to say, it sounds so impossible right now.




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Feeling better.

Anyway, my current landlord is awesome. He cooks (for himself and none is instant noodle), he cleans the house, he does the laundry, he irons his own clothes, he even clears the store room when he has time. Doesn't it sound so domestic kind of guy? I say it is self-reliant!!! Salute~~ Wonder how his wife trained him up. ^^

Watched Chocolate to kill time yesterday. She is awesome Jeeja, the heroine of the movie. She kicks she twists she turns she jumps she does all stunts by herself. 24 year old and so lithe and quick. Not to mention she looks cute on screen. The Jap guy looks good for his age too. All in all, a good martial art film and well-serves its sole purpose of entertaining audiences.

Let me now think of what to do next...........................

til tomorrow comes........................................................

@ 2:35 PM

I find myself only blogging when negative happens. Understandably, my blog entries mostly sound so unmotivated. So let me try something today.

Right now my mood is down right negative. The type of utmost sian-ness, boredom to the max, uber unmotivated, you know?

So let us identify the source of this super negative mood. I have thought about it when I was in the shower an hour ago, a (rather futile) attempt to shake myself up.

One obvious cause could be lack of money. You know, unstable financial health could lead to negative moods. Nowadays once you step out of the house, guarantee chop chop that you will have to spend. Don't you need to take transport public? Even if you have got a car, that is petrol and ERP and parking fee you will be spending. You are not superman/woman so flying/hoping from place to place is out of the question, neither are you Hiro so you can't portal yourself through time and space. Not to mention if you are hungry/thirsty, you know that basic human needs are hardly to resist.

Oh that emotionally painful word, spend. Read somewhere that some people want to save simply because parting with their money is too much a painful experience.

According to my rough calculation, GSS so far has done damages to my pocket of up to $145. That's for my own purchase which I can remember, not to mention other things like dinning and entertainment and gifts. That's much money now is traded for bags and clothes and facial mask which I have not even touched. Oh Lord, that hundred plus dollar could actually last me for a few days more and make me feel more secured rather than this pathetic state right now.

The second obvious cause could be pretty much my PMS. Kinda mood swing at the slightest dissatisfaction. Like sudden and last-minute change of plan and sort. I deal with this tiny thing (I don't even call it a problem) quite well normally but today it just dampens my mood to the utmost. My bro has been consistently asking me since this morning if I ever eat anything wrong whenever I whine to him about my boredom and sian-ness.

The third cause could be because of routine and lack of entertainment??? I mentioned above that I spent money on entertainment, but sad to say that money was not quite well-spent cuz at the end of the day still a total lack of fun. Like, my life is now so dull lor. If you ask me where I hung out these past weeks, let me tell you without a second thought: J.E and J.P, the two most boring places in S'pore to me (and anybody else with a good common sense). Ok lah, last week went to Habour Front, but seriously who on earth ever consider that was an exciting place unless you are there to take a ferry/cruise/cable care to Sentosa ???

Talking about Sentosa, lil' bro has been bugging me to bring him there. Maybe for a change we should go there next week. Ponteng work and Sentosa here I am!!!

I want to go for mid-night movie. I wanna go for late Kbox session. I wanna club. You know??? But I can't. Haiz. I have an image to keep in front of this lil' thing staying with me right now.

My horoscope said a decadent social life will do good to me. Sad to say, it sounds so impossible right now.




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Feeling better.

Anyway, my current landlord is awesome. He cooks (for himself and none is instant noodle), he cleans the house, he does the laundry, he irons his own clothes, he even clears the store room when he has time. Doesn't it sound so domestic kind of guy? I say it is self-reliant!!! Salute~~ Wonder how his wife trained him up. ^^

Watched Chocolate to kill time yesterday. She is awesome Jeeja, the heroine of the movie. She kicks she twists she turns she jumps she does all stunts by herself. 24 year old and so lithe and quick. Not to mention she looks cute on screen. The Jap guy looks good for his age too. All in all, a good martial art film and well-serves its sole purpose of entertaining audiences.

Let me now think of what to do next...........................

til tomorrow comes........................................................