@ 5:53 PM

I'm scared. I'm freaked out. I'm scared!!!! Dammit. Thought that it would feel fantastic if I get into 2nd round, turn out it totally freaked me out. Never in my life I feel so freaking incompetent. Shall I just quit. Dammit.

Hongkong shall not be in the agenda anymore. Or I just fly there and have perfect excuse to myself for why I was not granted the damn thing.

60k worth!!! Oh dear, that equals to zero bank loan + a new laptop + god-knows-what-good-opportunities + a-blink-blink-profile !!!!

I have never participate in any worth damn CCA, no community service, no extra talent, easily freak out myself when integorated!!!

How the f*** im gonna get it.

The only thing I could envision now is me being sweaty and totally freaked out and absolutely embarassed myself in front of that panel.

Not even a tinge of joy right now.

That makes me wonder though. I totally screwed up during the 1st round. lolx. maybe i should ask them why i was shortlisted. It not a bad idea to see how people see me yeah.

@ 5:53 PM

I'm scared. I'm freaked out. I'm scared!!!! Dammit. Thought that it would feel fantastic if I get into 2nd round, turn out it totally freaked me out. Never in my life I feel so freaking incompetent. Shall I just quit. Dammit.

Hongkong shall not be in the agenda anymore. Or I just fly there and have perfect excuse to myself for why I was not granted the damn thing.

60k worth!!! Oh dear, that equals to zero bank loan + a new laptop + god-knows-what-good-opportunities + a-blink-blink-profile !!!!

I have never participate in any worth damn CCA, no community service, no extra talent, easily freak out myself when integorated!!!

How the f*** im gonna get it.

The only thing I could envision now is me being sweaty and totally freaked out and absolutely embarassed myself in front of that panel.

Not even a tinge of joy right now.

That makes me wonder though. I totally screwed up during the 1st round. lolx. maybe i should ask them why i was shortlisted. It not a bad idea to see how people see me yeah.