@ 9:54 PM

You know, it's a new year. I don't know how to describe this feeling...the kind of feeling which doesn't come often but once it comes, it will mingle long enough and leave some kind of trace behind, which is both annoying and stimulating....

I have grown up a great deal in one year. i'm no longer the same girl u noe yester-year, in one or another way. For better or for worse, i dare not judge. But changes are inevitable. It seems like im on my own journey, seeking my true self, to reach a more comprehensive understanding about my own heart, sould, and thinking. It amazes me sometimes, and annoys me more than often to realize how i have been living in the past 20 years.

So many questions unsolved and left me wonder. About human, and human relationship. right or wrong can be so subjective.

oh god.

some changes are superficial, the cues to those deeper changes, darker, and more basic...

@ 9:54 PM

You know, it's a new year. I don't know how to describe this feeling...the kind of feeling which doesn't come often but once it comes, it will mingle long enough and leave some kind of trace behind, which is both annoying and stimulating....

I have grown up a great deal in one year. i'm no longer the same girl u noe yester-year, in one or another way. For better or for worse, i dare not judge. But changes are inevitable. It seems like im on my own journey, seeking my true self, to reach a more comprehensive understanding about my own heart, sould, and thinking. It amazes me sometimes, and annoys me more than often to realize how i have been living in the past 20 years.

So many questions unsolved and left me wonder. About human, and human relationship. right or wrong can be so subjective.

oh god.

some changes are superficial, the cues to those deeper changes, darker, and more basic...