@ 2:16 PM

sometimes i wish, one day, i do checkup, and they realize i gt some desease. about brain and memory. isnt tt scary? but maybe it better, cuz i will have sth to account and blame for everything happen. or maybe some mental illness.

i understand why ppl commit suicide. and understand why ppl nowadays, esp youngsters, are so suicidal-prone. or hurt themselves physically to ease the emotional pain.

how can love turn into resentfulness? love a person why so difficult. i tink i will set up a third blog, or simply change the url of this. so it will be exclusive mine. silently. no request. no trouble. no demand. i thot i got sth, but in the end, it juz so fragile. or izt i no strength to hold on it? to save it from breaking into pieces?

@ 2:16 PM

sometimes i wish, one day, i do checkup, and they realize i gt some desease. about brain and memory. isnt tt scary? but maybe it better, cuz i will have sth to account and blame for everything happen. or maybe some mental illness.

i understand why ppl commit suicide. and understand why ppl nowadays, esp youngsters, are so suicidal-prone. or hurt themselves physically to ease the emotional pain.

how can love turn into resentfulness? love a person why so difficult. i tink i will set up a third blog, or simply change the url of this. so it will be exclusive mine. silently. no request. no trouble. no demand. i thot i got sth, but in the end, it juz so fragile. or izt i no strength to hold on it? to save it from breaking into pieces?