@ 2:18 AM

Waiting for hair to dry now. Hungry. I have a fright of my life juz now.Suddenly for a while cant remember what happened ystd. My mind went blank, as if ystd was erased totally.

Wad if one day all my memories gone? Like a blank tape.. All the sweet and bitter, all the ups and downs, all the happiness and sorrow, all the people walk past my life..All gone..As if never happen before...As if they never exist..Scary..

Why human become irrational when comes to relationship? Emotion is one of the biggest enemies in making decision. Sometimes it's really like..u see a wall in front of you..you still walking straight and bang at it..You are not blind, and logic tell u that u can't keep walking that way. But the emotion part cover ur eyes and ur ears..And in the end you get hurt..Too bad..U gotta get hurt sometimes before u can control ur emotion i guess..

Why izt so difficult to find someone who really share ur values in life, ur dreams, ur passions, and willing to walk with you the path u chose...And love you, care for you as a person, value you as who you are, not as what you can give...

Siaoji !!!

@ 2:18 AM

Waiting for hair to dry now. Hungry. I have a fright of my life juz now.Suddenly for a while cant remember what happened ystd. My mind went blank, as if ystd was erased totally.

Wad if one day all my memories gone? Like a blank tape.. All the sweet and bitter, all the ups and downs, all the happiness and sorrow, all the people walk past my life..All gone..As if never happen before...As if they never exist..Scary..

Why human become irrational when comes to relationship? Emotion is one of the biggest enemies in making decision. Sometimes it's really like..u see a wall in front of you..you still walking straight and bang at it..You are not blind, and logic tell u that u can't keep walking that way. But the emotion part cover ur eyes and ur ears..And in the end you get hurt..Too bad..U gotta get hurt sometimes before u can control ur emotion i guess..

Why izt so difficult to find someone who really share ur values in life, ur dreams, ur passions, and willing to walk with you the path u chose...And love you, care for you as a person, value you as who you are, not as what you can give...

Siaoji !!!