Lunar New Year Eve gloom @ 12:55 PM

I have never felt so much resentment towards Lunar New Year like this before. No festive mood no joy no eagerness no nothing. No family except for one sullent unreasonable brother, no new clothes except for those bought centuries ago yet not worn once, no festive goodies except for love letter and pineapple tart which alrd finished even before the NY start. Was 6 years ago any worse? Maybe not. Maybe now is just as bad as back then. Oh no actually now maybe is worse, cuz back then i was not bombarded with assignments and projects during that short torturous break, but now I am dying from all those stupid school work. Oh dear. What have become of me. Im so worried for myself. No goal no direction no dreams. Without dreams human are doomed to gloom, arent they...

So thats how I come back to blogging after months of hiatus. Full of blue and negativity. Only in bad times that I have the needs to do so? I so want to cry now all of a sudden. Lunar New Year Eve, let's tear wash away all sadness and no residual negative feelings carried forward to next year...

Let's hope for a better tomorrow.

Lunar New Year Eve gloom @ 12:55 PM

I have never felt so much resentment towards Lunar New Year like this before. No festive mood no joy no eagerness no nothing. No family except for one sullent unreasonable brother, no new clothes except for those bought centuries ago yet not worn once, no festive goodies except for love letter and pineapple tart which alrd finished even before the NY start. Was 6 years ago any worse? Maybe not. Maybe now is just as bad as back then. Oh no actually now maybe is worse, cuz back then i was not bombarded with assignments and projects during that short torturous break, but now I am dying from all those stupid school work. Oh dear. What have become of me. Im so worried for myself. No goal no direction no dreams. Without dreams human are doomed to gloom, arent they...

So thats how I come back to blogging after months of hiatus. Full of blue and negativity. Only in bad times that I have the needs to do so? I so want to cry now all of a sudden. Lunar New Year Eve, let's tear wash away all sadness and no residual negative feelings carried forward to next year...

Let's hope for a better tomorrow.