@ 10:37 AM

I'm the sort who likes to run away from reality. This has been made clear to me many times by somebody. And only a few days ago I truly realized the extent of my problem.

Last Wed I broke my favourite chain in a silly moment. That long golden chain with a heart shape which Elis gave me for Xmas...The object of so much "woo!" and "wah!" when people caught sight of it...The perfect compliment of so many of my outfits...It has gone now T.T

When the chain broke into 2 pieces, my heart seemed to break into pieces too. Serious! It was so hurt I could cry T.T I love (and still loving it) soooo much that I couldn't stand the thought of it being broken.

I couldn't even bring myself to look at it. When the chain broke, I held it in silence for, like, 3 seconds, then quickly stuffed it inside my bag. I told you, it was sooo hurt that I couldn't even look at it.

And after 5 days, which is today, I still can't look at it. I don't dare to take it out from hiding. I'm afraid it would hurt me again. The chain is still inside my bag, which I carry almost every day.

Oh boy. Can somebody tell me what to do...

@ 10:37 AM

I'm the sort who likes to run away from reality. This has been made clear to me many times by somebody. And only a few days ago I truly realized the extent of my problem.

Last Wed I broke my favourite chain in a silly moment. That long golden chain with a heart shape which Elis gave me for Xmas...The object of so much "woo!" and "wah!" when people caught sight of it...The perfect compliment of so many of my outfits...It has gone now T.T

When the chain broke into 2 pieces, my heart seemed to break into pieces too. Serious! It was so hurt I could cry T.T I love (and still loving it) soooo much that I couldn't stand the thought of it being broken.

I couldn't even bring myself to look at it. When the chain broke, I held it in silence for, like, 3 seconds, then quickly stuffed it inside my bag. I told you, it was sooo hurt that I couldn't even look at it.

And after 5 days, which is today, I still can't look at it. I don't dare to take it out from hiding. I'm afraid it would hurt me again. The chain is still inside my bag, which I carry almost every day.

Oh boy. Can somebody tell me what to do...