@ 10:55 PM

Never in my life will I forget this CNY. Never in my life I will forget what i have to go through, the pain, the sufferings. And yet who can i blame? Myself only.

Oka, these few days my entries dun haf a very optimistic colour. It's certainly not the mood for a new year coming. So my readers, whoever unlucky enough to read my blog, forgive me, just forget it and take it as a passing remark.

Sometimes you are too obsessed with what you are going through that you forget about people around you, about their feelings, about their sufferings, about their problems which probably also crying for attention. haha. There will be definitely ups and downs in every one's life. The point is how long you want to stay in the downhill? I guess I can't let myself roll down any further more. Enough is enough. Or maybe it has hit its worst, its lowest point that it simply can't go down any further?

You ask me if im ok. I just can tell you I am. If i say Iam not, I wun be able to hold it, cuz if i admit that im not, means im not. If i tell myself i will be fine, i will. So, just accept my answer that i am fine.

Everything will be fine.

@ 10:55 PM

Never in my life will I forget this CNY. Never in my life I will forget what i have to go through, the pain, the sufferings. And yet who can i blame? Myself only.

Oka, these few days my entries dun haf a very optimistic colour. It's certainly not the mood for a new year coming. So my readers, whoever unlucky enough to read my blog, forgive me, just forget it and take it as a passing remark.

Sometimes you are too obsessed with what you are going through that you forget about people around you, about their feelings, about their sufferings, about their problems which probably also crying for attention. haha. There will be definitely ups and downs in every one's life. The point is how long you want to stay in the downhill? I guess I can't let myself roll down any further more. Enough is enough. Or maybe it has hit its worst, its lowest point that it simply can't go down any further?

You ask me if im ok. I just can tell you I am. If i say Iam not, I wun be able to hold it, cuz if i admit that im not, means im not. If i tell myself i will be fine, i will. So, just accept my answer that i am fine.

Everything will be fine.