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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
@ 1:07 PM

Suddenly I got this urge to create a blog. Not sure izzit because of CIP effect or because I have so many things to say these few days. Just dun have the heart to let go all those moments, all those thoughts go without expressing them somewhere, or better, keep them in some place where I can review later.

The fact that the OB tutor keeps emphasizing the objective of the lecture/tutorial is to meet them exams standard and score good grade for OB, has been bugging me for long, but today it seems unbearable and really upsets me. Guess he is just being honest. But the fact that even tutor publicly admits that the purpose of the whole things is just to pass exams is really alarming to me. It just further confirms that the majority is just studying for a piece of paper. Or in other word, we are using money and time to buy a piece of paper which will most probably land us in the rat race, the vicious trap. A joke of the era !!! What for??? And why we still have to do all that nonsense??? And some people don't even bother to think about it. They just take everything for granted and blindly follow the norm. And for those who spend time ponder over it, most of them end up stressing themselves more without finding any solution. Coz they have no choice.

Skip CIP lecture today to do BSTAT tut qtsns. Replace one useless thing by another nonsense. CIP lecture basically a session whereby the lecturer reads out loud from textbook or from slides, so it's useless. BSTAT with all the formulas and problems make no sense to me, and I can't figure out what I will use them for in the future, so it is nonsense. Upset, frustration, and irritation plus the annoying backache building up til I cant bear to let myself gone through all these, and thus, BSTAT left undone, and in another 1 and a half hour Iam supposed to show my work to the tutor. She won't know anyway, and to her, I have been a "good student" who does homework studiously and scores good grade.

Met Ves today while eating with Constance. I didn't see him, and Conz was the one who told me he just walked pass. Smile and wave and that's it. He with his friend, I with mine. Any question? Ask me personally...*buying time to find the answer myself.

Gotta go to CIP tutor class soon. That's for now. Feel much better after pouring part of my thoughts out...Shall come back soon..





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